'ROHANA BINTI HAMID'

      'Bang. bang pis kat uum macam maner sehat?? mak kat sini bawu lepas gy kelinik, mak cek darah mak nek agy...110/180 ..', this message is from my mum, she text me yesterday..., there is something in my mind the moment i received this text.,, 'demmit, how couldn't you .,, for almost a month..you didn't texting to your mom...why?? i couldn't answer that question...why??
                    
         come on,,.. who doesn't love mum??? i just try to not think about home..,,because when i think about it... my heart will start..you know.,, tension..problems...lot of thing..playing in my mind...my sister problem.. along..with their family matter..lolok.with their boyfriend,,.... and my stubborn..eldest sister.. who always...with her big head.... As for my..eldest sister.. she always..come back home..and sometime the clock in my house showed 2.30a.m,and guess what?? she still not yet home!
    
           you is a women remember??? if anything bad happen to you..... whose gonna responsible?? your boyfriend si SALIM>?? i could not trust him... Besides, you ..  trust him  more than you trust  me?? hello??? am  i not your truly brother?? if i scolded you..that should i love you...if i hurt your felling...that show i care about you...maybe...the way i treat you is wrong...but ,hey!! you had grown already... you can differentiate bad and wrong...don't trust people 100%...which most likely...your boyfriend.. because that doesn't guarantee anythings...try to think people surround you...they all love you...but you doesn't care about it don't you??

          you know what??  my dream is to see you... same level with me...go...to class.., having assignment...study and study...because this is the only way..we can change our destiny.. our family...but, if you ,your own self... doesn't like..it...there is no meaning ...is useless..

       as for my mum... you are the best mum in the world..'xpelah, nanti mak bayar balik dwet rm1,000 kow mak pinjam uwh,' mum... that one thousand rinngit doesn't brings anything...compare to your sacrifices for me,...you are the one who took me..to boarding school... you are  the one... give me food,..shelter,,..that effort.. cannot be interpret by the money mum...i love you more that i love my own self....yes it is...i try my best to make you happy...i only have..you...the one and only..in this world...there is no other else..

-s.e.p.e.t.-