salam..
hafis acctly..i'm writnig dis message was only to let u noe..wat i felt for dis past few days..
cuz..slagi i x ckp kat u..i rase x tnang n evryting trase cam serba x kene...
d truth is...i'd like 2 apologise 2 u 4 my behaviour 4 dis past few days...
at first i thought dat keeping silence was d best way for us 2 solve our problem...
but..i was wrong..
cuz sum1 has made me realised dat part of d problem was my fault 2...
n i feel bad bout it..n guilty too..
i'm sorry 4 making dis hard 4 both of us...
i dunno bout u..but 4 me..dis was really hard..
i juz keep on thinking bout dis..n everything seems 2 b not rite..
i'm sorry 4 being such a bad frenz..cuz as a fren..
i should have made thing easier 4 u..
i should've understand ur situation n..
i should've known u better than d other pple..
but...i've failed n i'm sorry for dat..
sbnanye..i sndri x tau nape i wt prangai cm 2..
maybe i was being too emotional kot..n i'm confused with my own feelin..
atau mgkin emo skit sbb 'faktor perempuan' kot..dat's y la emosi x stabil sgt..
(i tau nie alasan cliche utk owg pompuan klu emo tlbey..tp time 2 mmg i 'dtg ehem2' k..i x tpu)
tp..seriously..sbnanye i jdik cm 2..
maybe bcuz i'm too afraid 2 lose such a gud fren like u..
such a strong guy like u..
4 ur in4mation..since i noe u..i blaja utk bsyukur n mnghargai ape yg i ade dlm hdup i..
i learn how 2 b a strong person like u...
i jarang jmpe llaki cam u..
mgkin sume 2 yg wat i sygkn u...
tp..klu u tanye prasaan syg 2 sbg ape..i sendiri x ley jwb soklan 2..
sbb i sendiri keliru sama ade i sygkn u sbg srng kwan je..atau lby dri 2..
yg i tau..i sygkn u..
n i'm so grateful 4 having d chance 2 noe a fren like u..
tp i tau..u prefer kte jd kwan je n x lbey dr 2 an??
sbb u nk focus on ur stdy n ur future an(nie i maen 'tembak' jew ..
wat sketika i bley tlupe yg i pown ptut fkir cm 2..
nsib baek la ade owg igtkn i..klu x i pown tlupe yg i nie student g..
sbb 2 lar i decide mls nk pk psl nie lg dah..
lg bgus focus on our stdy jew an??
pning lar pk psl 'soal hati & prasaan' nie..
so..i hope u fhm n u can 4give me 4 dat..
i da lme nk bgtau u bnde nie..tp xde mse yg sesuai je..
atau mgkin sbb ego i yg tlalu tggi sbg prempuan yg myebabkn i trse t'amat ssahnye utk
bgtau sume nie kat u...
fuhhh!!!lega rasenye i da bgtau sume nie kat u...
tplang la pade u same ad nk pcaye pe yg i tlis nie ke x..
sbb sume nie adlah sgale ape yg da tbuku kat dlm hati i slame nie(trase skema plak ayat nie..tp xpe la ek)
i tlis nie pn ngn sjujur2 n sikhlas2 hati i...xde niat laen pown..
but..if after wat happened..u don't want 2 be frenz wit me anymore..
it's ok..i'll understand..sbb i pown xtau ble emosi i bley jadi x stable blik..
tmbh2 da jdi komander nie..sume bnde jdi cm x kne..
nnti x psl2 u plak yg kene...almaklum la..
i nie jnis yg mmg ssh nk kwal emosi i..2 yg payah 2..
tp xpe lar..yg pnting i da smpaikn pe yg sptutnye i smpaikn..
n lgi 1..sblum i tlupe..
ad 1 lg bende yg i nk mntak maaf dgn u..
i nk mntak maaf sbb time emosi i x stabil ari 2..i byk kutuk u..
byk lar pkataan2 'x elok' yg kuar dr mulot i yg besor nie..
almaklum lar..owg ngah mrah..phm2je la yer..
i nk mintak maaf awl2 dari u sbb mne la tau an..
kte x d takdirkn utk jmpe g pas nie..
1 hal plak i kne cari u kat padang msyar nk mintak maaf nanti..
watnye x jmpe..x ke haru i..
so..u maafkan je la i ek..
n lastly...skali lg i nk bgtau u..yg i bsyukur dpt kwan cam u..
may Allah bless u..n dun worry..i'll always pray 4 our success...
smoge u dpt jadi lawyer yg bjaye cm u janji kat arwah ayah u..
n..dun hate me 4 wat i've done ok..
dah 2 jew(i tau mmg pnjng gle i tlis nie..sume nie adlah d sbbkn faktor krinduan
i utk mnulis karangan cam time skola dlu..so i tlis la karangan utk u..hu2)
i pown xtau bpe jam i tlis sume nie..
so..u bce dan hayatilah yek..luahan hati i nie..walaupon boring..i tau..
huh..x ksahlah..janji u bce..
akhir kate..GUD LUCK n CERIALAH SLALU K!
assalamulaikum..
SHE CRAZY, SHE COOL, SHE OUTSPOKEN, SHE GEORGEOUS, SHE SMART, SHES SHORT, HER MOUTH SOO BIG, TALKATIVE, UNDERSTANDING,
Manelah dia pergi menghilangkan diri....
( A. AHMAD)assalamulaikum...salam.. hafis acctly..i'm writnig dis message was only to let u noe..wat i felt for dis past few days.. cuz..slagi i x ckp kat u..i rase x tnang n evryting trase cam serba x kene... d truth is...i'd like 2 apologise 2 u 4 my behaviour 4 dis past few days... at first i thought dat keeping silence was d best way for us 2 solve our problem... but..i was wrong.. cuz sum1 has made me realised dat part of d problem was my fault 2... n i feel bad bout it..n guilty too.. i'm sorry 4 making dis hard 4 both of us... i dunno bout u..but 4 me..dis was really hard.. i juz keep on thinking bout dis..n everything seems 2 b not rite.. i'm sorry 4 being such a bad frenz..cuz as a fren.. i should have made thing easier 4 u.. i should've understand ur situation n.. i should've known u better than d other pple.. but...i've failed n i'm sorry for dat.. sbnanye..i sndri x tau nape i wt prangai cm 2.. maybe i was being too emotional kot..n i'm confused with my own feelin.. atau mgkin emo skit sbb 'faktor perempuan' kot..dat's y la emosi x stabil sgt.. (i tau nie alasan cliche utk owg pompuan klu emo tlbey..tp time 2 mmg i 'dtg ehem2' k..i x tpu) tp..seriously..sbnanye i jdik cm 2.. maybe bcuz i'm too afraid 2 lose such a gud fren like u.. such a strong guy like u.. 4 ur in4mation..since i noe u..i blaja utk bsyukur n mnghargai ape yg i ade dlm hdup i.. i learn how 2 b a strong person like u... i jarang jmpe llaki cam u.. mgkin sume 2 yg wat i sygkn u... tp..klu u tanye prasaan syg 2 sbg ape..i sendiri x ley jwb soklan 2.. sbb i sendiri keliru sama ade i sygkn u sbg srng kwan je..atau lby dri 2.. yg i tau..i sygkn u.. n i'm so grateful 4 having d chance 2 noe a fren like u.. tp i tau..u prefer kte jd kwan je n x lbey dr 2 an?? sbb u nk focus on ur stdy n ur future an(nie i maen 'tembak' jew .. wat sketika i bley tlupe yg i pown ptut fkir cm 2.. nsib baek la ade owg igtkn i..klu x i pown tlupe yg i nie student g.. sbb 2 lar i decide mls nk pk psl nie lg dah.. lg bgus focus on our stdy jew an?? pning lar pk psl 'soal hati & prasaan' nie.. so..i hope u fhm n u can 4give me 4 dat.. i da lme nk bgtau u bnde nie..tp xde mse yg sesuai je.. atau mgkin sbb ego i yg tlalu tggi sbg prempuan yg myebabkn i trse t'amat ssahnye utk bgtau sume nie kat u... fuhhh!!!lega rasenye i da bgtau sume nie kat u... tplang la pade u same ad nk pcaye pe yg i tlis nie ke x.. sbb sume nie adlah sgale ape yg da tbuku kat dlm hati i slame nie(trase skema plak ayat nie..tp xpe la ek) i tlis nie pn ngn sjujur2 n sikhlas2 hati i...xde niat laen pown.. but..if after wat happened..u don't want 2 be frenz wit me anymore.. it's ok..i'll understand..sbb i pown xtau ble emosi i bley jadi x stable blik.. tmbh2 da jdi komander nie..sume bnde jdi cm x kne.. nnti x psl2 u plak yg kene...almaklum la.. i nie jnis yg mmg ssh nk kwal emosi i..2 yg payah 2.. tp xpe lar..yg pnting i da smpaikn pe yg sptutnye i smpaikn.. n lgi 1..sblum i tlupe.. ad 1 lg bende yg i nk mntak maaf dgn u.. i nk mntak maaf sbb time emosi i x stabil ari 2..i byk kutuk u.. byk lar pkataan2 'x elok' yg kuar dr mulot i yg besor nie.. almaklum lar..owg ngah mrah..phm2je la yer.. i nk mintak maaf awl2 dari u sbb mne la tau an.. kte x d takdirkn utk jmpe g pas nie.. 1 hal plak i kne cari u kat padang msyar nk mintak maaf nanti.. watnye x jmpe..x ke haru i.. so..u maafkan je la i ek.. n lastly...skali lg i nk bgtau u..yg i bsyukur dpt kwan cam u.. may Allah bless u..n dun worry..i'll always pray 4 our success... smoge u dpt jadi lawyer yg bjaye cm u janji kat arwah ayah u.. n..dun hate me 4 wat i've done ok.. dah 2 jew(i tau mmg pnjng gle i tlis nie..sume nie adlah d sbbkn faktor krinduan i utk mnulis karangan cam time skola dlu..so i tlis la karangan utk u..hu2) i pown xtau bpe jam i tlis sume nie.. so..u bce dan hayatilah yek..luahan hati i nie..walaupon boring..i tau.. huh..x ksahlah..janji u bce.. akhir kate..GUD LUCK n CERIALAH SLALU K! assalamulaikum..SHE CRAZY, SHE COOL, SHE OUTSPOKEN, SHE GEORGEOUS, SHE SMART, SHES SHORT, HER MOUTH SOO BIG, TALKATIVE, UNDERSTANDING,Manelah dia pergi menghilangkan diri....